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1. Today is the first day i've moved into my new house its right across the lake from Daisy's house. I really want to go see her, but shes married to Tom and i wouldn't know what to do because i don't want to see her with him. i wish she would just love me again. I'll give her everything and anything shes ever wanted.

2. I've been thinking about having a talk with my neighbor nick who lives right across the street he's cousins with Daisy.... hmmm maybe i can get closer to her if i become friends with him? possibly. During my party this week i'm going to give him an actual invitation and invite him to lunch with me, so that we can talk and get to know eachother more. I think I might tell him everything about my life and actually open up to someone for the first time.

3. I love having my parties. i don't exactly understand why i hide in my room watching people all the time. Everyones having a goodtime except for me. It's like i'm not even here. That's probably why so many people hear rumors about me. Apparently i'm a bootlegger, a killer, and an oxford man. When i'm niether of those things.

4. Nick and I have become very close. I've told him so much. He's like one of my only friends. I trust him completely. Today I invited Daisy and Nick over for tea. Daisy seemed very quite. I was really nervous and she wasn't helping at all. After Nick brought in the tea. We both seemed to settle down and open up more to eachother. I was surprised she actually came over. Honestly i was hopeing that we'd get to have more time together like this. Overall i think Daisy had a goodtime and so did I.

5. i'm having another party tonight. I'm really hopeing Daisy shows up because she hasn't come to one party yet. Hopefully she doesn't bring her husband Tom cause i'd rather hang out with her alone.

6. Daisy actually came to my party! She brought Tom, but it wasn't too bad because he was already flirting with other women. I had spent a lot of time with Daisy tonight and it was quite fun!